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FADE TO BLACK

JAY Z

 
With all the drama of the highly anticipated, unexpected fizzle of the Unfinished Business Tour, no one would dare think that Jay Z would be running screaming in circles. Just the opposite, Jay Z has, in the illustrious words of Aaliyah, “dust himself off and try again” by continuing on with the tour accompanied by some friends who are all too happy to grace the stage with him.
 

 

By Tonisha Johnson



As I sat down with Jay Z just hours before his ill performance at The Garden, clad in brown checkered dress shirt, light brown suede vest, and loose fitting jeans clamped around his small waist. J proceeded to give me a lot more than I asked.

Waiting for the bus which is infamous for coming at its own time; I began to panic. I had to meet J in an hour and I was still on this damn rock. Living in the cut ain’t no joke. Especially when you have to get to the Big City in damn near minutes. So, once I arrived on Plymouth Rock so to speak, I did like all the other rush hour people do. I jumped on the 5, transferred to the 6 and raced up the stairs, pulling a muscle in my leg. So, when I meet J I’ll look like a hunch back. Nice.

Of course, not realizing, I’m running for nothing. If you don’t know, rappers are always late. So, I beat J by an hour and a half. I entertained myself with complimentary snacks and a continuous visual of the trailer to the Fade to Black film. Which is not J’s first film, but is his first in regards to documentaries. But it is clear that J paid personal attention to this project. By narrating over it and showing other sides of himself and the creative people that surround him. If he wasn’t shown often on the screen, you would believe he was the one holding the camera. That is how real it is.

Finally our suite at The Regency Hotel is ready. Uh, don’t get the wrong idea! It’s for interviews. I hardly need the whip lash from one of Beyonce’ heavy hair weaves. J walks in and of course I gots to check him out. His head is actually smaller than it appears on television. Guess TV really does add 10 pounds. All over apparently. Nice, clean looking, very polite and his teeth were a huge gleaming white. It was like a cartoon character. No lines. Just a white block with a black trace. Sort of off to the side of his face. It’s like a smile with attitude. I definitely felt blessed to be in his presence. Not cause he was a star but more for his business mind. It’s like being in the know.

“This is a real discussion,” said J upon entering. I said ‘yeah. By the way…who are you?’ He just gave me this I can’t believe she said that look. He asked me to introduce myself, I said Tonisha Johnson, Black Reign News (plus a slew of other entities I write for), he said “Oh a bevy of jobs.”

You study music type films to get the feel of this type of documentary or did you just wing it?

Jay Z:
No. The film started as a concert film. After watching the first 15 minutes, we seen more than just a concert film. It was like this journey about this kid from Brooklyn, who made it to play the biggest stage in the world. We started getting offers. We showed the 15 minutes around and the offers just came in and it just morphed into this thing.

What started this love affair with rap?

Jay Z:
That’s what I knew. When I came into the rap game, I was just really trying to make a way for myself. I didn’t look at like an art form for what it is. It took me a minute to appreciate the culture of hip hop. I was a hustler from the streets. It really was a job for me. It was a way for me to make an honest days pay. I was, really, talking about the things going on around me and the things that I’ve been through. And I seen people around me really related to me. People were really like wow. Your story is my story. You’re looking in my window. I can tell you a million of those different liners that people would come up to me and say.

So, in actuality, the things you are rhyming about are an actual experience?

Jay Z:
Sometimes it’s real and sometimes it’s exaggerated. Reality is the basis of a great fantasy.

Did you think about how you would incorporate the aspects of your life into the recording of the concert?

Jay Z:
Yeah. I knew I had this footage of the recording of The Black Album. I had conversations with my friends. I wanted to show a human side of me. When people see videos, that’s Superman, cause in videos if it’s not the complete right cut, we do it again. So, you see this guy on a huge boat with a bunch of girls and they all love him. But that’s not real life.

You must have had tons of footage to choose from. What made you decide to go with the cuts you did, especially the one where you’re discussing the realism of the way rappers are viewed?

Jay Z:
That’s one of my favorite scenes. And that needed to be said. Because that’s the pressure that new artists are under. Because right now, the music industry don’t build artists; it’s so many artists. And the price of doing business is so high now, with marketing costsand everything like that. Before a kid could have a demo and blow up. And that was it, you just needed a demo. And now you need the proper machine behind you. And now the price of doing business is so high because the pressure comes from up top. And the pressure trickle’s down to the artist. So now the artist is under pressure, to where its man you better make a hit now, or we not shooting your next video. Before, you used to see guys with 3 videos, that was guaranteed. The second video is not even guaranteed. Damn, did you notice that, what happened to the second video? It’s not guaranteed. So, the new artists are under pressure to make the biggest record they can to get on radio to get as many impressions. You have to have 50 million in audience before your album comes out. And they have all these pressures so they can’t be themselves. A perfect example of that is a guy like Anthony Hamilton, that’s an artist; it takes time to build something like that. He’s at 900, 000 thousand right now. When he was at 200,000 they moved away from the project. If the “Why” record, with Jadakiss wouldn’t have come out, I don’t know if he would have had that other video or new exposure. So, you have to invest in artists and albums. Not just singles.

Earlier you said in the beginning you didn’t appreciate rap for the art that it was. What are you planning to do to improve how others view the real culture of Hip Hop?

Jay Z:
We have to have it documented like this also. Because I mean in every other form of music they know the history of it. They know artists. If you ask people, they don’t know Doug E Fresh. I’m asking my nephews “Do you know who Slick Rick is?” and they are like, not really. I mean, that’s not even a long time ago. We have to have an appreciation of our art form and a respect level of which we do it. It has to be done with some type of integrity and some type of respect for it. People are just sluting it all the way out for the money. I mean, at the same time you can’t and I don’t like to criticize anyone’ art, you can’t knock these guys. They are coming from hardships and areas with struggle but they just see it as a way of making money. This is it for a lot of people. But they don’t understand that unless you give 100% of yourself, the people that they envy and that they love gave themselves. The people that they love and respect gave themselves. Tupac, he gave himself. He was vulnerable at times. Biggie Smalls, “Smiles every time my face is up in the source”. That’s a vulnerable moment for a big guy in a Kool G sweater. He was talking about how happy his mom was when she seen him in The Source.

Are you a commercial artist that wants to use this film to perceive what it’s like being one?

Jay Z:
I’m a not the most commercial artist. There are other artists who sell a lot more records than me. I’m just steady. I’m just there every year. I just felt like I stuck to my guns from day one. So, I’ve had success because of my consistency. My success was in 1 album. Like I sold 5 million in 98’ but the rest of my albums have sold 2 to 3 million every time. That’s a following. That’s people who are going to buy your record regardless if your first single is hot.

What do you expect people to get from this film?

Jay Z:
I hope it’s inspirational to a lot of artists. I hope it’s, you know…if you ever listen to 99 Problems But A Bitch Ain’t One, you swear I was talking about a woman. But I’m not. In no verses am I talking about a woman. But if you hear that hook you will automatically think that he’s talking about a woman. But if you take a second and listen I’m talking about a female dog. And the first verse is the system. And in the third verse I’m talking about being punked.

You talked about being inspirational. Lots of artists shy away from being role models.

Jay Z:
I'm not a role model in the sense that I do everything good. I'm a role model in the sense that I’m a human being. People learn from mistakes as well as a person who learns from a persons triumphs and doing well. You learn from my mistakes also. Absolutely, I have that in mind. Cause I’m a guy who couldn’t get signed. So, I hope that says to the average person that it doesn’t have to be the traditional way. No one discovered me. I wasn’t singing at Radio City Music Hall where someone heard me singing. And signed me to this big contract and I blew up. I had to take my own records to record stores and take my own money off consignment and then take that money and invest it in myself and do it again. I had to do this till 98. I was doing that until 98. 98 was my break out year.

What was the first year that you really started?

Jay Z:
96 was my first album, but before that we were planting the seeds by putting out different singles, In My Lifetime and I Can’t Get With That. I would say about 92, 93.

You showcase lots of positive woman in your film?

Jay Z:
I learn from woman. Women are more into themselves at a young age. When they say woman mature faster than us because ya’ll have diaries at a young age and ya’ll write. And ya’ll know yourselves before guys. We just running around playing skellies. I’m surrounded by a ton of strong woman. I learn from them everyday.

You’re eager to assist upcoming artists and those that are already names in the business. Is this something you will address if and when you accept the position at Def Jam?

Jay Z:
I hope that whatever position that it is, whether it’s Warner Bros, Def Jam or Universal. I hope whatever it is…I look at it as sports. In sports I look at the Hall of Fame players and they go on to be great coaches and the players respect their opinions because they know the game. They’ve been there, they’ve hurt. They know the pain. So, they’ll say, get out there and play with pain. And they’ll look at this guy like he’s done it before, so he knows. So I can, absolutely say to an artist, no I don’t think that’s great, let’s do this again. So, they’ll respect that, cause they know I’ve made a couple of good albums in my lifetime and I will be the best qualified to take on the executive role.

How will this affect the rap game?

Jay Z:
I hope to help it. I hope to develop more artists and you’ll get better albums. I’ll give you 80 Kanye West’ who make these great albums and do whatever they want to do.

In the film you talk about social Ills. Do you wish you had spoken out more?

Jay Z:
No. Cause I’ve done it my way. Everybody has different ways. Like Malcolm X and Martin Luther King had different approaches but it actually served the same thing. That’s just my technique, you know?

You were talking about Rick Rubin’s’ idiosyncrasies in the film.

Jay Z:
You have to know him and his soul and what he was doing. Like I said I didn’t get a chance to tell the whole story. But when we were downstairs recording 99 Problems, he was having a free Tibetan…Alanis Morrisette. You know, it was all of them. They was drinking tea and it was really mellow and violins was playing and all that. and we’re down in the basement…I got 99 Problems…wildin it. This is a guy who made Johnny Cash’ last recordings. And we’re downstairs making 99 Problems. He just has no boundaries. His duality…he’s upstairs eating Koala leaves. He’s one of the…really. I’m so impressed with him. He’s one of the most incredible people…person… that I’ve ever met in my life.

Did going to school have an effect on your rhyming skills?

Jay Z:
Well, I was great in English. And I was reading on a 12 th grade level in the 6 th grade. It didn’t play an important role for me personally. But I’m the long shot. That’s why I have the Shawn Carter Scholarship program so kids can continue in school. But, absolutely; if you’re making music that’s really talking and speaking to people, you should have a broad vocabulary. You should know how to enunciate your words. .

What parts of your upbringing do you wish to pass down when you become a parent?

Jay Z:
Just my moms; I can’t swim because of my moms. I was telling her that the other day. She couldn’t control the situation. She was so protective of us that she would take us to the Y and would say “don’t go by that water.” And we didn’t learn how to swim. Nobody in our family can swim. And that’s what type of mother she was. I don’t remember her not working. Since my soul was first in my body, my first memory, my first thought was, I remember her going off to work. And it took me years to convince her to retire. Even though I could do that for her. I was ecstatic that I could do that for her, she wouldn’t let me because in her whole life know one has taken care of her. She wasn’t used to that. She wasn’t used to being a kept woman. She was just used to working herself. She wouldn’t even let her son do it for her.

How will that affect you as a parent?

Jay Z:
Ummm. I mean its self explanatory. You know what I’m saying? I just hope I can teach my kids how to swim.

 

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