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What’s going on with you right now?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: Well,
I dropped the Roxanne and I just say
Shante when referring to myself. Shante
right now has a private practice. She’s
a psychologist. I don’t like the title
psycho therapist because it sounds like
crazy people needing therapy. So, I have
a private practice that I run in the
evenings. It’s also very lucrative and I
own a publishing company.
Tell me about your publishing company?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: I own
all of the rights to all of my
publishing’s. I have all of my rights to
all of my publishing’s, which very few
rappers can say that they have or that
they own. I also have a few other people
under my belt, including 1 or 2 country
artists. So, things are good. Shante now
is making more money now from Hip Hop
than she ever made when she was hipping
and hopping.
You left rap for school. Most artists do
vice versa. What made you make that
decision?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: Well,
it wasn’t a hard decision to make. It
was the fact that I knew that if I
wanted to be the type of mom that I
wanted to be, you have to have other
things to fall back on when it comes to
Hip Hop because that is so fickle. And
I’ve watched so many artists put their
life into ‘this is how its gonna be,
this is what is gonna be’ and then when
it doesn’t turn out or pan out the way
they want it, then you have people
needing therapy.
Is that were you come in?
Dr. Roxanne Shante:
Exactly; I’m there when they start the
record. I’m there before they go get a
record.
Have you ever sat down with any hip hop
artists in therapy?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: Yes, I
have and quite a few. I choose not to
disclose their names but quite a few.
And it works out very good.
What do you find the most that they
often complain about in regards to
music? Is it not having money?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: No.
They mainly complain about not having
peace of mind. Not being able to be
themselves. Not being able to tell who’s
who and what’s what. Not knowing what
people’s motives are. Feeling scared,
feeling threatened; afraid of getting
old.
Back in the day, it was simple. It was
more about your skill. How do you see
Hip Hop today?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: Well
now it’s more about their finances;
their wealth. They don’t want to lose
that. You talking about artists who make
millions of dollars, who compared to us,
make thousands of dollars. And their
main fear factor is what if I lose all
my money? How am I going to go back?
Where am I going to go back to?
Basically. You can’t have someone like
Ludacris go broke because where is going
to go back to?
In regards to
education; Bill Cosby has been making
comments on not just artists but black
people who invest $500 on a pair of
sneakers instead of on Hooked on
Phonics. Do you feel artists promote
getting an education? Any comment to
that mommy Shante?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: Well,
I purchased Hooked on Phonics and I find
that it wasn’t worth the $500. So, I
felt as though maybe I should have
bought a pair of sneakers because
obviously the Hooked on Phonics didn’t
turn out to be nothing but something my
son used to step on to get to Hip Hop
books. And they never take it back. So,
Hooked on Phonics didn’t work for us.
But do you think artists spend more
money on new “toys” so to speak and less
on education? Or promoting stay in
school for that matter?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: Well
the most successful hip hop artists now
are educated. But they don’t glorify
that. You don’t hear Puffy discuss is
Howard days and the fact that he went to
college. You don’t hear how Master P; he
and his wife, both were attending
college. You don’t hear a lot of rappers
speak out and say a lot of that is
because I am educated. And it’s true.
Education has a lot to do with it. And
right now in the industry…the reason why
a lot of street people feel that can’t
talk and get involved with these AR’s;
they say these A&R’s are out of touch,
is because a lot of these A&R’s are
college graduates. So, when some one
comes to them saying Yo I wanna get a
deal. This is what’sup and they’re
really not feeling it. It’s a lack of
communication. And I find myself …my son
is 18 and when my son talks to me, I
have to tell him “And what does that
mean?” And I hold a degree. And he’s
like “Ma…well that means…” And I’m like;
well tell me what that means because I
don’t get it. And that shows there is
beginning to be a gap, between mothers
and children now. And then you have some
moms who want to be young and want to
talk that way. I just can’t do it.
Do you mean when
mothers talk “Ebonics” to their
children?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: Yeah
when mothers only know Ebonics to teach
their children.
I
read your bio. Basically, it says your
coming back with something new and hot
for the streets. Is this true?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: I had
so many different book deals on the
table because a lot of people wanted me
to tell the “Shante” story because they
found it to be fascinating. I don’t want
to say I’m fascinating but because I was
able to reach millions of fans, that’s
what broadened the Shante story. But
it’s the same story that goes on
everyday in the hood. Young girl meets
older guy, has baby. Is manipulated and
forced into things that she doesn’t want
to do and then does them anyway.
Basically, that’s happening everyday.
That’s happening to someone right now.
That’s also why I do a lot of speaking
and things like that. Because I don’t
want that to be a factor for anyone
else. I go and I tell them, listen, you
don’t have to go and do these things in
order to get these things.
Having an 18 year old and an 8 year old
is a real big age difference.
Dr. Roxanne Shante: Yes.
And I was a different mom for each one.
And how would you explain that?
Dr. Roxanne Shante:
Because my first son, I got pregnant at
14. I turned 15, 10 days before he was
born. And he was a dress up doll to me.
I had him for the same reasons a lot of
young women have babies because they
want something cute. I thought it was
cute to push a stroller around. I
thought it was going to be cute to dress
him up. No one told me about pampers,
teething, he has to walk, and he has to
talk. Nobody told me that when he
becomes 6 you’re going to have to be
settled because he’s just gonna have to
go to one school. In order for him to
learn your phone number, your gonna have
to pay you phone bill because he can’t
keep learning different phone numbers
all the time. No one told me the hard
part about it. All they were thinking
was, yeah, Roxanne’s having a baby and
at one time, I even had parents picking
outside of my concerts because I brought
my son everywhere I went. And that was
just me. And I breast fed. Which people
thought was out of the norm. I come from
a nationality were we believe in that.
I’m Cuban and Antigen. We don’t believe
in feeding cows milk. I’m not raising a
cow. I’m raising a child. So, I had no
choice. So you can imagine me on stage
with a coca cola shirt on and all of a
sudden your seeing these spots starting
to come and then somebody runs out and
give me a jean jacket so I can put on
top my shirt so I can finish my show,
but my breast are engorged. And I’m just
turning 15.
There were girls watching and idolizing
you. I remember the first time I heard
you on the radio. It had to be like an
hour or so after the ball dropped. And
it was saying “World Premiere” and you
just heard this little voice blasting on
the radio. Everybody came running in the
room like what’s that. Do you remember
that day?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: Yeah,
I remember. Let me tell you. I remember
the first time I heard the record itself
on the radio. And I was living with my
mom. We were already going through
something and I was in a group home and
I just happened to be in the projects.
So I just stopped by and stayed at my
mom’s house and I remember her phone
ringing like 2:00 in the morning and all
I kept saying was this woman is going to
lose her mind, if that call is for me.
So I was actually praying that somebody
had died so that this way, I won’t have
to go through some situation with my
mom. Oh you got people calling my house
this late at night...da da da. So, I go
run and snatch up the phone and said
hello? And they said you on the radio,
you on the radio. So, I hung up. So,
they called back again and they were
like you on the radio, you got here
this, you on the radio Shante. And I was
like they gonna get me put out
(laughing). They gonna get me put out,
that’s it, its over. She done got up,
done turned on the kitchen light. And
this was back in the days were you had
one phone in the house.
I
know (laughing).
Dr. Roxanne Shante: And it
was way in the kitchen on the wall. And
it had rung so loud. That big heavy
phone; were your mother got that big
extension to it. The curly cord, were
you can extend it all the way from the
kitchen all the way to the bedroom. I’m
talking about that phone. The type of
phone will you can still put the lock on
to keep people from rotary dialing.
I
know, the little gold metal lock on the
dial (laughing).
Dr. Roxanne Shante: Ok!
And you know on the side of the phone,
the little slide thing that says loud,
louder, loudest.
Yeah. I was about to say that little
plastic one. Well, that was the updated
one. The old one had the gold dial that
was hard to push and no matter how low
you set it, it would still ring loud.
Dr. Roxanne Shante: Yeah
(laughing). Or like hit the receiver
till it clicks and the operator would
come on. And you’d be like, can you
connect me… (Laughing). Well, anyway,
the fact was I thought I was put out.
And the next day my mother was like,
look, I can’t take this no more…da, da,
da. And she was like go and do my
laundry. So I said ok, let me go and do
her laundry. So I went to do the
laundry. Everybody came running to the
Laundromat. Aw Shante, I heard your
record on the radio. Aw, Roxanne
Roxanne. And I was just laughing it off.
And all I kept saying through my mind
was, I just made this record so that
Marley Marl would give me a pair of
Sergio Valente Jeans. So, I went to
Marley’s house and was like where’s my
pants, you put the record on the radio;
I mean you played the tape, because it
was a tape. It wasn’t even a record.
That’s why it sounds so horrible. And I
was like listen "where’s my jeans?" And
he was like, “I’m gonna get your jeans
but listen, these people are going to
give you $1500 if you go and do it
again.” And I was like I can’t. I’m
doing laundry. And he was like “No,
we’ll help you do the laundry. We’ll
help you do the laundry.” And I was like
no. My mother don’t like anybody
touching her clothes. My mother was like
very strict. And I’m down there doing
her laundry and their sitting there
biting their nails. And they say well go
tell your mother we’ll buy her a washer
and dryer. So, I’m like, you go tell
her. So we go upstairs and they like,
listen Ms. Peggy and she’s like I don’t
wanna hear no shit. She gotta do my
laundry; I don’t care what’s going on.
And I was like ma, they said they gonna
give me $1500, they had it in cash. And
she was like what’s this money for? Now
what are you getting ready to do? It
wasn’t a happy situation.
It wasn’t like she was happy you were on
radio. It was just like what are you
about to get into now.
Dr. Roxanne Shante: Yeah.
And it was like; I never wanted to be
rapper. And that was the case. I didn’t
want to be a rapper. That was not the
case. Rap was not for me. I felt like I
didn’t want to do that. I had my mind
focused on so many other things that I
wanted to do. And that wasn’t one of
them.
You talk about your mom being real
strict. Is that why you became pregnant
so early; because your mom had such a
tight string on you?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: I’m
gonna tell you why I got pregnant.
Because I wasn’t pregnant then. I wasn’t
pregnant till I got out of my household.
I became “Roxanne”, get a little money
and basically, I could do what I want to
do. The man fully took advantage of
that. He was 18 years my elder. He took
advantage of that. It was no secret.
This happens all the time in
entertainment with young girls. What
advice would you offer them?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: The
fact is, I try to keep young ladies from
having to “fuck for fame.” Because
it’s…I’m very blunt with them. I’m very
truthful with them. You go into these
studios, it’s late at night, and these
guys are picking you up. He’s telling
you that he’s feeling you. He feels that
you’re going to be something; it’s gonna
happen for you and this and that. And in
all reality you wind up fucking for
fame. So now, you not only have to fuck
the person who helps you write your
shit. But you gotta fuck the producer.
Next thing you know, you fucking for
studio time, you know, until you fucked
out. And they don’t even put you out.
They wind up signing some chick that
don’t even like guys.
Damn, that’s deep. So what about now,
present day?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: And
now it’s a fact where…and now it’s
worst. It’s horrible. In comparison to
men. Because I got away with a lot of
things because I was a cute little girl.
And at that time, men still did it. But
it was still Taboo to fuck around with
someone so much younger than you.
As in the case with the accusations of
R.Kelly?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: But
let me tell you, R. Kelly is not the
first and he is not the last. That’s why
I couldn’t understand, with them putting
so much pressure on R. Kelly about it
because they were saying he did this, he
did that. But, men have always been
doing that. Always. Relatives bring them
there. That’s just a fact of hoing’ and
pimpin’ a situation. And they have
always done that. Always. That’s not a
secret. It just seems to be OK until
you’re in your 30s and he’s in his 50s.
But they fuck them from 14 and younger,
till all the way up.
What do you talk to girls about when you
are in sessions with them?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: When I
talk to young girls; it’s about
everything. From rap to molestation, to
being a teen mom, to being ridiculed as
a group home girl and being a runaway in
the streets; it’s because I was all of
them. And it’s because deep down…I still
am one of them.
The artists that are being managed by
their parents; do you think those are
being saved?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: I
would say that those are being saved
from a lot. But are they being saved? I
can’t say. But I think they are saved
from a lot of other bullshit that they
could be going thru, yes. Yes,
definitely, they are. Even your parents’
presence means a lot. There are certain
things people won’t do or say because
your parents are present. But when
you’re just on your own and you just
straight out the group home. Ain’t no
telling what they are gonna do. A
majority of my shows…Marley Marl…they
took fully advantage of that. They would
say, you know Shante, it’s customary
when you do a show, that your suppose to
split your money, evenly, with everyone.
So, there was no one to tell me that
wasn’t true. So, I did that for years. I
didn’t realize that you’re the headline
Shante. And they get the rest. No one
ever said Shante this is how it goes.
You find that now, these rappers are
more educated?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: Yeah.
And I thank God for that. They come
fully equipped with lawyers. They know
your lawyer shouldn’t know your
accountant, your accountant shouldn’t
know record company. Your record company
shouldn’t be friends with the Tax
person. They realize it. Cause they know
that. They come fully equipped.
And for those who don’t know, they
shouldn’t know each other because that
means they are trying to get over?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: Right.
They should never have a connection. And
the reason why they shouldn’t have a
connection is because when one is making
you angry then they other will say what
they were doing is right.
With all that you know now. All the
lessons that you have learned. Would you
do it again?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: (Sigh)
I don’t know. I really can’t say if I
would or not because …a part of me…if I
could start all over from the
beginning…the very beginning again?
Would I have went to Marley’s house?
Would I have made a record? Yes. I would
have. Would I have stayed? No. Would I
have dealt with the publishing stealing
and the writing stealing and having to
go through so many changes to retrieve
it back and stuff like that? No.
What would you
change?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: The
first thing that I would have done; and
this is not me throwing this out there
for free advertising or anything but,
the best thing I ever did was sign with
The Royalty Network. And I didn’t sign
with The Royalty Network until recently.
And if I’d known about them; the first
time I would have made a record, I would
have signed with The Royalty Network.
The Royalty Network takes over where
Suge Knight’s intentions left off. When
Suge came into the industry; he came
into the industry as a savior. We looked
at Suge like, OK great, who’s going to
be next to go to Suge. So Suge can get
it right. Because Suge was getting you
out of contracts that had you like a
slave. Suge was getting you money that
they owed you. Suge was getting your
royalties right. Suge was getting your
publishing back. Suge was even
retrieving your masters. But, once he
retrieved them, then you were tied to
Suge. And greed set on him and you were
tied to him. But The Royalty Network
does the same exact thing were his
intentions set off and they do it
without you having to be tied down.
Forget doing it all over again. If
someone came at you with a record deal,
knowing what you know now. And you had
the opportunity to get back in the game,
right now, would you?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: Yeah.
With a vengeance. Yes I would.
What does a vengeance mean?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: When I
say with a vengeance; not with a
revengeful thing, but that means bigger,
better and badder than before. Yes, I
would. But it would take a special,
special company and special, special
circumstances…like if you ever here
something in the future whether near or
far, hear about Roxanne Shante doing
something again as far as musically?
Know for a fact that that has to be an
incredible deal. Because I spoke to the
sister, so I know, whoever came to the
table came right and I know that the
contract was proper and I know that she
is totally happy on the front side and
the back end. Yes, definitely.
You talked about being a different
mother to both of your children.
Dr. Roxanne Shante: Yes.
What type of mother were you with your
son?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: With
my son, I learned the difference between
when you want someone to have your back
and when you want someone to have your
front. And with that, I must say, that
with my son I was like, don’t worry
about it baby, yeah I got your back, I
got your back. And I realized that in
order to have someone back that means
they must first tackle what is going on
and then you don’t hold them down. But
when I realized that that was not the
way to do it; I started to have a front,
which means my daughter benefited from
having a front, which means whatever was
getting ready to come at me first had to
go through me first to get to her.
Would you say your son was cheated a mom
because you were so young and weren’t
equipped to handle it?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: He
wasn’t cheated out of anything. If
anything he had more than just a mom, he
had a sister and a friend. And sometimes
that’s were we mess up with our
children. When we step out of the
mothers position and what to be sisters
and friends and cool with them. So he
had that. And I thank God that he was a
boy. Because I took him into clubs, he
got to travel; he got to do this and to
do that. But I can’t say I ever remember
sitting in the bed with him, reading him
a bedtime story. I didn’t get a chance
to go to Teacher Conferences at first.
There are so many things that he didn’t
get a chance to experience with me. But
he still turned out excellent. But then
the world was a different place then.
When was the point when you were like,
enough of this shit; I’m gone do my son
and do me?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: When I
was living in Newark, N.J. and I called
up the record company and I said my
husband just got sentenced 20 to life
for Cop killing. And what do I do? And
they were like Well, I don’t know.
Because see my husband had posed such a
threat to them at one time. So, when
they realized that the threat was gone,
it changed. They got real different with
me. Yeah call us back. Yeah we’ll see
you. Yeah, it’s in the mail And I was
like, you know what? I’ve never been a
beggar or borrower. In my younger days,
I was a thief. No way I’m gonna allow
anyone to pull me out of my position,
knowing how I am, how I felt about
myself.
I’ve always been very proud. My
self-esteem has always been great. And I
was not gonna let them break it. And I
was not gonna mess with a million drug
dealers to keep my life style the way I
wanted it. So instead, I went and
pursued education. So I called them up
and said listen, is it possible that
ya’ll can at least by me some books?
They said yeah yeah yeah, we’ll get you
a Barnes and Noble gift certificate.
Because I said you can get me a Barnes
and Noble gift certificate because you
can write that off. Still not knowing
that I was entitled to royalties,
publishing’s, writers…not knowing this.
Not knowing that they were spoon feeding
me, my own meal. And I’m waiting at
Barnes and Noble, I should have a gift
certificate…never, never. And the thing
that really made me break down was in my
second semester of Psych 101 and I was
attending Mary Mount University; my
deans’ name was Dean Greco; I stood next
to a copy machine with a roll of fucking
nickels, trying to copy 433 pages of a
Psychology…Understanding Psychology. But
I have the book now. And a Chinese girl
actually; her name was Lillian Nung let
me hold her book and the reason why
their names and the dates and the times
and the book and everything, because
that was such a significant day in my
life. I sat there, with my baby, on my
hip, feeding nickels to the machine,
trying to copy that book. Page for page
for page for page. But I couldn’t afford
to buy it. But my Dean came out and said
“You’ve been here for like hours, what
are you doing?” And I was like; I’m up
to like page 244 or 45. And…girl, I am
crying now, telling you about it. (Sigh)
And she said don’t copy no more pages
because I’m gonna get you a copy of that
book. Because I know that your gonna
make it. And from that day on, I said
fuck hip hop and all it had to offer.
With all the rappers that were Shante
this and Shante that…I wasn’t getting
high. Never did I choose to get high.
But if I wanted to get high it seems
like ya’ll would have gladly got me
that, but ya’ll didn’t want to get me
books? But you want to see me in a club,
buy me bottles of champagne but you
couldn’t get me a Barnes and Noble… It
just showed me where people’s heads were
at and it kind of shook me up and took
me for a loop. But I was like, you know
what, Lord and I’ve never been religious
and still to this day I’m not a very
religious person, you can tell from my
language, but I do recognize that there
is a God and I do recognize that I am
blessed. And I said order my steps from
this point on and I will never look to
Hip Hop for anything ever again. And
honey, I just kept it moving. And before
you know it, I was socking it to them
for education because they had to keep
paying my tuition. They just didn’t have
to pay for my books and lab. So, they
figured that if she’s not going to be
able to pay for her books and lab then
she is not going to be able to afford to
do this. And I socked it to them. So
much so that they offered me money, not
to go to school; like ok, listen, we can
buy you out for the rest of this. And I
refused it.
So wait. Was it getting too expensive?
Were they trying to lure you back in to
rap fulltime?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: Yeah,
because I was going to Cornell for
Pre-Med studies because I was going to
be psychiatrist and when they realized
that that was running into the $70,000 a
year mark, they were like wow, listen.
Because they realized that they could
not back up at of that clause. And I
still refused it. Lord knows I could
have used that money. But I still
refused it.
In the new Beef II DVD, you talked about
that particular clause. How did that
clause come into affect?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: They
were like, she’s a young teenage mother,
and she done already fucked up her life.
She’s not gonna go to school. And if she
does, she’s just gonna get a little
degree. So, we’ll give her that 7500
dollars clause or whatever because she’s
probably gonna windup going to a city
college…if that. Because she ain’t even
graduated High School. We got her
traveling around the world, she’s
probably gonna get on drugs. They had
already predicted how fucked up they
felt my future was gonna be. And I still
signed. Still not taking no advances,
still not taking…I mean, they socked it
to me. I mean, the Shante Story is a
horrible one. And it just turned out
good but as for the book deals and
different things like that. The reason
why I haven’t sat down…I mean, we
finished, basically, one part of it. But
when I’m talking about one part, we
finished like a 3 part novel book
series. Because I’ve only lived just a
few chapters of my life. And it may have
seemed that it was horrible and so
bad…but it was. There were days when I
was contemplating suicide because I just
didn’t want no one to see Shante fucked
up. But then I realized that I’ve been a
mom, more than I’ve been anything else
in my life. So what happens to him (son)
if I would have done that? But I was
pushed tot hat point. And that really
made me more so that I really wanted to
study psychology. Because I needed to
know, if this is pushing me to my
breaking point, I know that there are so
many other people who need help getting
to their breaking point. And that’s what
made Shante, Shante now. And yeah, so
they give me a lot of invitations to a
lot of different places and yeah, a lot
of times, I don’t show. And if I don’t
show, a majority of the time they will
say, yeah she won’t show because she’s
this, it might be this way, it might be
that way. But that’s not the reason. A
lot of times I don’t show because life
is that good, that I remember what it is
that I’ve said and I choose not to
reflect on it and not to reflect on the
phoniness and things like that. But I
love music, don’t get me wrong. I love
it. There’s not a day that goes by that
I don’t sit back and look at other
rappers and say I’m much better than
that, much better than that. Much better
than that. But still chose to say, I am
living much better than that.
Do you think your children will follow
after you and go into the industry?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: If
they do, their going prepared. Their
sword is extremely sharp. And if they do
go, their going alright.
You’re in a different time in your life.
Do you tribute that to that day with the
book?
Dr. Roxanne Shante: I was
telling you, sorry for getting so
emotional. But I stood there with my
son, who was falling asleep, on my hip,
trying to copying every page of that
book. So, what I did was, when I got
financially right. Which didn’t take
long; and I went a got a brand new copy
of that book. And it’s called
Understanding Psychology by Robert S.
Feldman. It’s the 3 rd Edition. And I
brought that book and I have it inside
of a glass case in my living room with
my degrees. And 4 nickels cause I only
had 4 nickels; those same 4 nickels.
Dr. Roxanne Shante can be reached at
drroxanneshante@aol.com
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